Carte Blanche

Today…i want to free myself.. From thoughts of you. From the shackles that binds me to you. From all reverence i felt. From the gravity that pulls me back to you. From the memories, the hurt, the happy and the sad. From the hope that we could still fix what was broken. -eli-    

ambiguous affection

we were and then we weren’t sometimes people fall asleep in love and wake up empty sometimes people fall asleep and don’t wake up at all and it hurts until it doesn’t and you don’t always feel it at first but when you feel it oh god do you feel it and sometimes we bleed ourselves dry … More ambiguous affection

I see you

I see you… I see you in my dreams…in waking up In thoughtless grin. I see you… I see you at dawn…in lurid sky And eyes forlorn. I see you… I see you under the sweltering sun…in changing clothes Until the moments gone. I see you… I see you at dusk… In sparkling sky of … More I see you

wretched heart

Was it hard letting go of him? It was, and it wasn’t because I missed him, because who he is right now isn’t who I miss, I don’t know who he is anymore. But it was hard letting go because I had this person who had became a huge chunk of my life, a person … More wretched heart

Wanderlust

by: Paul Fanous Oceans crash upon distant shores. Leaving my soul, wanting. Wanting more. Palm trees speak on the sand of gold. Reminding me, of kings of old. Men with detailed faces, smile. I contemplate joys, all the while. Rainbow and birds chirp, on pavement blue. Never has nature been so true. Engines rattle violent, … More Wanderlust