Carte Blanche

Today…i want to free myself.. From thoughts of you. From the shackles that binds me to you. From all reverence i felt. From the gravity that pulls me back to you. From the memories, the hurt, the happy and the sad. From the hope that we could still fix what was broken. -eli-    

ambiguous affection

we were and then we weren’t sometimes people fall asleep in love and wake up empty sometimes people fall asleep and don’t wake up at all and it hurts until it doesn’t and you don’t always feel it at first but when you feel it oh god do you feel it and sometimes we bleed ourselves dry … More ambiguous affection

Truth is…

The Truth is that the more intimately you know someone, the more clearly you’ll see their flaws.That’s just the way it is. This is why marriages fail, why children are abandoned, why friendships don’t last. You might think you love someone until you see the way they act when they’re out of money or under … More Truth is…

X Mark the spot.

I wish that I could say that if I had a chance to take it back, I would but the truth is, as much as being without you hurts, there is nothing I would have done differently. Maybe that sounds stupid, and you’re probably going to think that I don’t love you enough to take … More X Mark the spot.

wretched heart

Was it hard letting go of him? It was, and it wasn’t because I missed him, because who he is right now isn’t who I miss, I don’t know who he is anymore. But it was hard letting go because I had this person who had became a huge chunk of my life, a person … More wretched heart

I had to….

I had to realize that maybe it had nothing to do with me. Maybe it had everything to do with him. Maybe I had too much love, maybe I cared too much, maybe his heart didn’t have the space for me. Maybe I saw a new life in him, and he saw a brief passing … More I had to….