Today…i want to free myself.. From thoughts of you. From the shackles that binds me to you. From all reverence i felt. From the gravity that pulls me back to you. From the memories, the hurt, the happy and the sad. From the hope that we could still fix what was broken. -eli- … More Carte Blanche
we were and then we weren’t sometimes people fall asleep in love and wake up empty sometimes people fall asleep and don’t wake up at all and it hurts until it doesn’t and you don’t always feel it at first but when you feel it oh god do you feel it and sometimes we bleed ourselves dry … More ambiguous affection
” I wanted to call him” he said, “just to see how he was doing. But you can’t do that. You can’t talk to someone who held your heart in their palm pretend it never happened. ” I wanted to ask why it was so hard to get over him. I wanted to know if … More pensive state of my heart….
There’s something about homesickness that maybe doesn’t include four walls and a signed lease. It’s a wave of loneliness that I find is hard to breath under. The place of a house isn’t a homelike feeling at times, and you find yourself wanting someone there. It’s an unsteady feeling, being alone. So, maybe home isn’t … More Home
The Truth is that the more intimately you know someone, the more clearly you’ll see their flaws.That’s just the way it is. This is why marriages fail, why children are abandoned, why friendships don’t last. You might think you love someone until you see the way they act when they’re out of money or under … More Truth is…
My mind is in doubt…full of conundrums… Should I, Would I? This question left unanswered. I look for signs to make it better, But all I found was more riddles and letters. Confused, Broken and Bruised. The anagram of my thoughtless mind. Grasping the air of what is left of my sanity. Misunderstood. Holding back. … More Cacophony of my lonely heart
I wish that I could say that if I had a chance to take it back, I would but the truth is, as much as being without you hurts, there is nothing I would have done differently. Maybe that sounds stupid, and you’re probably going to think that I don’t love you enough to take … More X Mark the spot.