I see you

I see you… I see you in my dreams…in waking up In thoughtless grin. I see you… I see you at dawn…in lurid sky And eyes forlorn. I see you… I see you under the sweltering sun…in changing clothes Until the moments gone. I see you… I see you at dusk… In sparkling sky of … More I see you

X Mark the spot.

I wish that I could say that if I had a chance to take it back, I would but the truth is, as much as being without you hurts, there is nothing I would have done differently. Maybe that sounds stupid, and you’re probably going to think that I don’t love you enough to take … More X Mark the spot.

—A letter to the ones who’ve “drifted apart”

Sometimes you just drift apart. People say that a lot, don’t they? I suppose it’s true but that doesn’t make it any less painful when you lose the people who you thought would be by your side forever. Years of midnight talks, long texts, summer adventures are gone. Just like that. Now you’re left with … More —A letter to the ones who’ve “drifted apart”

wretched heart

Was it hard letting go of him? It was, and it wasn’t because I missed him, because who he is right now isn’t who I miss, I don’t know who he is anymore. But it was hard letting go because I had this person who had became a huge chunk of my life, a person … More wretched heart

I had to….

I had to realize that maybe it had nothing to do with me. Maybe it had everything to do with him. Maybe I had too much love, maybe I cared too much, maybe his heart didn’t have the space for me. Maybe I saw a new life in him, and he saw a brief passing … More I had to….