Today…i want to free myself.. From thoughts of you. From the shackles that binds me to you. From all reverence i felt. From the gravity that pulls me back to you. From the memories, the hurt, the happy and the sad. From the hope that we could still fix what was broken. -eli-
we were and then we weren’t sometimes people fall asleep in love and wake up empty sometimes people fall asleep and don’t wake up at all and it hurts until it doesn’t and you don’t always feel it at first but when you feel it oh god do you feel it and sometimes we bleed ourselves dry … More ambiguous affection
” I wanted to call him” he said, “just to see how he was doing. But you can’t do that. You can’t talk to someone who held your heart in their palm pretend it never happened. ” I wanted to ask why it was so hard to get over him. I wanted to know if … More pensive state of my heart….
Was it hard letting go of him? It was, and it wasn’t because I missed him, because who he is right now isn’t who I miss, I don’t know who he is anymore. But it was hard letting go because I had this person who had became a huge chunk of my life, a person … More wretched heart
I’m over you. It’s been two years since we split, why do I still think of you? Is that what love really is? To constantly think about someone even after you’ve told yourself that you’ve moved on? Maybe I’m just trying to convince myself that my feelings for you are dead and gone. I’m trying … More melancholic thoughts of you and me…
“I look for you in everyone i meet. And that’s why I can never tell if I’m moving on, or just finding different versions of you to keep myself sane, because you’re not here anymore.”