Today…i want to free myself.. From thoughts of you. From the shackles that binds me to you. From all reverence i felt. From the gravity that pulls me back to you. From the memories, the hurt, the happy and the sad. From the hope that we could still fix what was broken. -eli- … More Carte Blanche
I wish that I could say that if I had a chance to take it back, I would but the truth is, as much as being without you hurts, there is nothing I would have done differently. Maybe that sounds stupid, and you’re probably going to think that I don’t love you enough to take … More X Mark the spot.
Was it hard letting go of him? It was, and it wasn’t because I missed him, because who he is right now isn’t who I miss, I don’t know who he is anymore. But it was hard letting go because I had this person who had became a huge chunk of my life, a person … More wretched heart
I think a lot about the conversations I would want to have if I saw you again. I think a lot about the things I’d want to tell you. I’d want to tell you that I miss you so much that it hurts sometimes. I’d want to tell you that I think about you most at … More Despondency
I’m over you. It’s been two years since we split, why do I still think of you? Is that what love really is? To constantly think about someone even after you’ve told yourself that you’ve moved on? Maybe I’m just trying to convince myself that my feelings for you are dead and gone. I’m trying … More melancholic thoughts of you and me…
“maybe we feel empty because we leave pieces of ourselves in everything we used to love.”
You are in my dreams, and I can’t unsee you and I am losing my mind with all these thoughts of you and I hate myself for thinking so in depth about you, when I probably don’t even cross your mind.