Carte Blanche

uloo

Today…i want to free myself..

From thoughts of you.

From the shackles that binds me to you.

From all reverence i felt.

From the gravity that pulls me back to you.

From the memories, the hurt, the happy and the sad.

From the hope that we could still fix what was broken.

-eli-

 

 

Truth is…

11253788_10155503656330587_860883498_nThe Truth is that the more intimately you know someone, the more clearly you’ll see their flaws.That’s just the way it is. This is why marriages fail, why children are abandoned, why friendships don’t last. You might think you love someone until you see the way they act when they’re out of money or under pressure or hungry, for goodness sake. Love is something different. Love is choosing to serve someone and be with someone in spite of their filthy heart. Love is patient and kind, love is deliberate. Love is hard. Love is pain and sacrifice, it’s seeing the darkness in another person and defying the impulse to jump ship. (@poemsporn)

Cacophony of my lonely heart

Mollybrill

My mind is in doubt…full of conundrums…

Should I, Would I? This question left unanswered.

I look for signs to make it better,

But all I found was more riddles and letters.

Confused, Broken and Bruised.

The anagram of my thoughtless mind.

Grasping the air of what is left of my sanity.

Misunderstood. Holding back.

Scared of jumping out of track.

Loosing grip. Heated arguments of the heart.

Questions still clouding my mind.

Should I take the risk or cower in the corner?

( eli – 07/05/2015)