Carte Blanche

Today…i want to free myself.. From thoughts of you. From the shackles that binds me to you. From all reverence i felt. From the gravity that pulls me back to you. From the memories, the hurt, the happy and the sad. From the hope that we could still fix what was broken. -eli-    

vehemence

    I hate you. Was the words I utter. I was, am hurt. And I don’t want to be a hypocrite and say that I am not. Because I am. I never questioned you…I never asked. Because you help me and you were there when I needed a hand to hold on to. My respect … More vehemence

ambiguous affection

we were and then we weren’t sometimes people fall asleep in love and wake up empty sometimes people fall asleep and don’t wake up at all and it hurts until it doesn’t and you don’t always feel it at first but when you feel it oh god do you feel it and sometimes we bleed ourselves dry … More ambiguous affection